Its been sometimes since i updated this blog...but thanx to the bros and sis who have been checking in on this blog...you are rewarded with this entry...!
Things have been sucky for the past few mths or weeks i should say...i been through terrible depressions, disappointments, i even lost the will to live on through that hell week...wad kept me going was probably the encouragements of my friends and the commitment to my family tat kept me going....
work? well its almost coming to a year since i started work @ my company being a software engineer...still remember it was like yesterday tat i am still a newbie entering the company trying to socialise with my colleagues, understanding the political balance of the company as well as dodging arrows...most important of all with the introduction of me, beng and another colleague, i must say we have forged a bond with the team...they taught me how to protect myself, identifying stupid n farked up ppl whom always trying to suck up to the boss or being a goodie in front of everyone and turning into a devil at times....situation changed when we began to develop this new project and suddenly our team bonding enhanced...however, good times dun last as bad period slowly came when the company threw me and beng into a new project working as helpdesk...software engineers doing helpdesk? Atlas, maybe beng was pulled out from hell whilst i was left alone fighting TC....well they are nice ppl but you noe they are still attached from another company to facilitate our new project hence they provide only limited amount of teachings....i am now in a dilemma...with less than 2 mths on contract...i duno whether should i stay on sending emails....there will be stuff to learn but it will be tough as nth is like official...guys that i have told the problem to should understand wad i meant..sigh...what should i do?!
Anyway, the only consolation i might have is maybe this. After 1 year 1 month of quarrellings, sweet moments, hard work, sweat, tears, joy, etc, etc...you are finally mine =)...all i can say is although you are not the perfect one but you are definitely wad i want...lets hope tis rnd lasts...